It takes courage to be yourself.
You might not think you are as cool as all the other kids, but you are....you and all your quirks {not flaws just quirks} because they have quirks too, just ask them. I would be lying if I told you I am completely comfortable with myself at all times, especially when I have to deal with my little quirk of being painfully shy. Most that know me find it a sweet attribute, but I do not and am constantly beating myself up for it....until now.
I have decided to embrace my authentic self, red face and all in hope that you will join me. Choose to love yourself, just the way God created you and stop apologizing for it.
This subject can cover so many aspects of who we are and I personally have had quite a hard time embracing my true self outside the realm of my familiarity {outside the house} especially with people I just meet. There are so many little parts that make up who we are that it's easy for me to cover up and stay hidden to "play" a part to fit the environment I'm in, not that I'm creating a new character around certain people, but out of fear I just don't let it all show.
For example, I find it difficult to let people know "I'm an artist" when I first meet them {there again the shy kicks in}. I can see that by doing this I have chosen not to live authentically and really is not the kind of life I want, it's just not good for ya!
With that being said I would like to step out of the comfort zone and share something with you...

Drawing is something I love to do. As a child I would draw until my arms just about fell off and as a kid in school I made really bad grades because in class I chose to draw instead of doing the work. When I became a teenager, it was more of the same, but then I went through a really rough 6 year period {14-20} where I left this part of me behind because life was so painful.
After I married my highschool crush, things were good again but I had totally forgotten how much I loved to draw although you'll never find me without paper and pencil, I love doodling.
When Brian and I were first married I made the statement "I can't draw", he wouldn't hear of it "yes you can" he would say and so I picked up a sketch pad and began to practice.
I think somewhere down deep the other day, it just hit me I have been drawing all my life and this is truly apart of who I am as an artist.
And don't be shy, leave me your links I would love to know more about you!